I wrote him off for the tenth time today,

and practiced all the things I would say.

He came over, I lost my nerve.

I took him back and made him dessert.



I know I'm being used, oh

that's okay, because I like the abuse.

I I I know he's playing with me

oh that's ok because I've got no self esteem.



Ohhh, yeah, yeah. Oh oh oh...



We make plans, go out at night.

I wait till two then I turn out the light.

All this rejection's got me so oh low

If he keeps it up I just might tell him so



Ohhh, yeah, yeah. Oh oh oh...



When he's saying, I aah..

then I wonder why he sleeps with my friends.

When he's saying, oh that I'm like a disease,

then I wonder how much more I can stand.

Well I guess, I should stick up for myself,

but I really think it's better this way.

The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care...

Right? Yeah!



Now I'll relate this a little bit.

That happens more than I'd like to admit

Late at night he knocks on my door

All drunk again and looking to score



Now I know I should say no

but that's kind of hard when he's ready to go

I may be dumb, but I'm not a dweeb

I'm just a sucker with no self esteem.



Ohhh, yeah, yeah. Oh oh oh...



When he's saying, oh that he wants only me,

then I wonder why he sleeps with my friends.

When he's saying, oh that I'm like a disease,

then I wonder how much more I can stand.

Well I guess, I should stick up for myself,

but I really think it's better this way.

The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care...

Right? Yeah!