My crimson covered hands clutch heart strings newly broken,
Moths breed in my entrails, hate washes through my fucking veins.
Friendship turns to disease - afflicting the weak of mind and heart,
You are the growing cancer, eating at my fondest memories.

7 abandoned years thwart all affection,
A million whispered lies push fingernails into my palms.

The knife slipped in - pushed by the most familiar hands,
I fell upon the comfort of your words.
A flash of light taught me a lesson in betrayal,
I fell upon the solace in your smile.

7 wasted years! Boiling in vomit!
I will erase you! I will erase you from this heart!
From my memory I cut away,
You're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost.

And I will never give again (give again),
Have you have forsaken any faith I had in you (I had in you)
And all the love I had for you.

I am reborn, baptized in flame,
Clean of your deceitful looming.
Friends are beneath me; I can't face this pain again.
I'll die alone, but at least I'll know who loves me.

I am a shadow of myself, pent up in walls of human shit,
Annihilating anything that bears your name,
I am a hollowed wooden shell, made strong by that which I abhor,
Committing only to creating your demise.

And so I pray for sleep - and to see anything but red,
All purpose has been drained from me.
A friendship ends in pain - morose claims my every word,
All trust has been carved out of me.

7 wasted years! Boiling in vomit!
I will erase you! I will erase you from this heart!
From my memory I cut away,
You're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost!