I just need something that will take me away

I'd throw my heart into your fire, when i was blind
And you knew that I'd come crawling back, and you knew you'd always find me there
But this time some things are gonna change, I'm breaking out
And I know someday I'll be ok, and I know someday I'll stand again

But this won't be the end of me
Cuz I'm breaking away

I just need something that will take me away
To help me disconnect to get you off my mind
I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from you
To escape from here

And as I'm sifting through the ash, I find myself
And you knew that I'd come crawling back, and you knew you'd always find me there
But I'm sure you're never gonna change, cuz you've learned this all before
And I know that you'll come crawling back, but I swear you'll never find me there

I just need something that will take me away
To help me disconnect to get you off my mind
I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from you
To escape from here

What was I waiting for, The years went flying by me
And I can't ever get them back
What was I afraid of, I just want to live my life while I'm still alive
Cuz I'm still alive