I try and feel the sunshine
You bring the rain
You try and hold me down
With your complaints
You cry and moan and complain
You whine an tear
Up to my neck in sorrow
The touch you bring
You just dont step inside to
14 years
So hard to keep my own head...
Thats what I say
You know...Ive been the beggar...
Ive played the thief
I was the dog...they all tried to beat

But its been
14 years of silence
Its been
14 years of pain
Its been
14 years that are gone forever
And Ill never have again

Your stupid girlfriends tell you
That Im to blame
Well theyre all used-up has-beens
Out of the game
This time Ill have the last word
You hear what I say
I tried to see it your way
It wont work today
You just dont step inside to
14 years
So hard to keep my own head...
Thats what I say
You know...Ive been the dealer...
Hangin on your street
I was the dog...they all tried to beat

But its been
14 years of silence
Its been
14 years of pain
Its been
14 years that are gone forever
And Ill never have again

Bullshit and contemplation
Gossips their trade
If they knew half the real truth
What would they say
Well Im past the point of concern
Its time to play
These last 4 years of madness
Sure put me straight
Dont get back 14 years
In just one day
So hard to keep my own head
Just go away
You know...just like a hooker she said
Nothins for free
Oh I tried to see it your way
I tried to see it your way