Bothered and handcuffed
a prayer for sweet release
cause I know this pain
is just the beginning

Lie awake
counting sheep like falling rain drops over me
over myself when my heart stops beating
as I

Break down
this is crashing - down around me
I expose myself and now I
break down
I keep asking
would you leave me down and out
I'm all alone again (again)

In solitude
completely and totally
fixated on you

Lost inside
everything is incomplete
the cost is high
all the pain you gave to me
?????
driven by my tendencies
so simplistically sadistic how you push me to the limit
losing myself

Break down
this is crashing - down around me
I expose myself and now I
break down
I keep asking
would you leave me down and out
I'm all alone again

I'm all alone, empty inside
there are no happy endings for me
there is no place die
force me back to the beginning painful
pushing me back to the start again

Break down
this is crashing - down around me
I expose myself and now I
break down
I keep asking
would you leave me down and out
I'm all alone again