This time wont be like the last time I swear Im gonna make it different for sure.
No more monsters manifesting self destruction gonna keep me pure.
Dont try to stop me now because its far too late
I gotta figure it out on my own.
The walls are closing in
the foundation shakes as the vultures wait to pick me to the bone.
Wide awake now another day remnants of my vices still laughing at me.
Amnesiated too hard to say what I did last night or what was done to me.
Sad and lonely, isolated dont want to feel like this any more.
Weak of mind and manipulated tired of feeling like everybodys whore.
Tired of living like I got no self-esteem accommodating everybody else but me
and I give and they take and I give and they take.
And I give no more.