I wake up
and start my everyday routine
of working hard at feeling sorry for myself
And after lunch I close my eyes
and wish to God that I could change
but when I wake up Im so very much myself

And Im a long way from believing
that Im gonna be ok
such a long way from believing
that Ill escape this feeling that I hate

It's a miracle that we are here today
with all the thing we put ourselves through over nothing
Cuz if you thank God youll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding onto someone
holding on to someone

I wake up
and start my everyday routine
of wondering what in the world im gonna do
cuz things are falling into place
but i cannot appreciate them
cuz if last time fell apart then this might too