Cashing in on rainchecks I live withdrawn from surroundings
I'm trying to feel it's not very rich nothing stays golden
Yesterday is in the past but tomorrow I don't see coming
We have a gift a new today but I'm so sick of the present
I'm breathing just fine but am I alive
I'm living safe as a lonesome soul
But I'm dying to feel so much less alone
I'm reaching out but I'm feeling nothing
As heavy-hearted as a feather with no wind
And broken-hearted moving in circles
Like an angel with one wing
I'm still there walls surrounding me
I'm still there with bricks others have thrown
I'm reaching out but I'm feeling nothing