I'm kinda numb
It's so distorted
You left me here with
This damage that you caused
My tortured faces
Those fucked up places
In my memories
None of them i've lost
But

I haven't been here long enough to know
Every time i feel this i just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
Go

It's kinda sick
I feel so dirty
I'm kinda tragic
Kinda insecure
But i know
That i'm the only
One that can fix
Whatever's wrong i'm sure
But

I haven't been here long enough to know
Every time i feel this i just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
Go

I feel so alone
From all i've become
I'll take you down
I feel so down
I'm water while you drown
You're lifted while i'm down
I'm cancer in your womb
I'm the needle in your spoon
But

I haven't been here long enough to know
Every time i feel this, i just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go
Go

Just, just, just, just go, go, go

With these fucking lies
All these fucking lies