When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always
Wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can
But I cant pretend this is the way itll stay
Im just trying to bend the truth.
I cant pretend Im who you want me to be
So Im lying my way from you

(NoNo turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
(NoNo turning back now)
let me take back my life
Id rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own
cause I can see
(NoNo turning back now)
The very worst part of you
Is me

I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I oughtta be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me and
Im trying to bend the truth.
But the more I push the more Im pulling away
Cause Im lying my way from you

(NoNo turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
(NoNo turning back now)
let me take back my life
Id rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own
cause I can see
(NoNo turning back now)
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me

This isnt what I want it to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
This isnt what I want it to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
This isnt what I want it to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this
This isnt what I want it to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this

(NoNo turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
(NoNo turning back now)
let me take back my life
Id rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own
cause I can see
(NoNo turning back now)
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me