Walkin' into the fire

I'm trying to find my soul there

Can I ever feel the warmth?

I am in need

I hope they find me soon



The voices I hear

are trying to control me

Need to clear my mind

or never survive

Suicide

the only solution

Blood is too bold

for their retribution



I have lost all my beliefs

But now I chase the truth

and it hurts

It is so ???

???

This is the only way



Slashing my arms

to let the blood free

Soon to get away from the pain

I have lost

all my beliefs

to a world of hypocrisy

Not afraid to die

Just an empty soul

in cosmos



Once I tried

to make a difference

But now I'm chasing the truth

Only the pain I have earned

and deceit runs through you



??? in their eyes

???

take pride in their development

Can't walk away from here



The voices I hear

are trying to kill me

Soon to get away from the pain

I have lost my belief

to a world of hypocrisy

Not afraid to die

Just an empty soul

in cosmos



Once I tried

to make a difference

But now I'm chasing the truth

Only the pain I have earned

hard deceit runs through you