Fillled with sorrow�
Bleak inner self touched by pride,
Devoured by solitude, still wrapped in time.
I�m flowing with pain!
Holding myself back in suspicion�
And lingering in the dust�
The dust of my abandoned remains.
Killed with the dagger of life�!
Such an exquisite pride in my suffering�
Alone, all alone with the emotional
Streams of my soul�
So real, so pure� yet i�m left aside
Entangled in fear... without hope.
I am truly left alone,
But somehow... just somehow
It feels like my loneliness is a victory
Over the self-delusion of joy... and happiness.
My heart beats faster,
The anguish becomes clearer
And my misanthropic view gets stronger.
Living in the shadows�
So proud of being the one,
But desperate�
So desperate for a helping hand.
Do i really want to live this life?
I have a thousand reasons to die,
And many millions of tears to cry� in silence.
The human plague has emtied my life,
And i curse the day i was born� to this world!
Still, no-one else i ever want to be�
And no-one else i intend to be�
�cause no-one else i was meant to be!
I need, i want, i long for my retribution�
I need, i want, i yearn for my retribution�
I want my retribution� i want it now!
Unity; a gathering of open wounds,
Of dark� of dark clean spirits�
What a dream� what a dream so distant!
Why should i� why should i be alone
When i love� when i love my brotherhood?
Shall i die� shall i die to be free
When i cry� when i cry in silence�
So please let me die in silence�
Oh my god, let me die in silence!